Decided to give myself a further day off. Went for a swim at BB in the morning with Lijian. The sun was strong today! Burning. And shiok…
We went over to IMM after that. It seemed that I had nothing to buy today. So sianz… Nothing in mind actually, just wanted to walk around abit.
After that, went home. Stoned around. And till now… lol… watching tv…
Oh yes, Bio lecturer had changed. This current lecturer was very dramatic. He liked to bring all sorts of things to lecture! Last lecture, he brought in plants!! Wahsey…. and he wasted a packet of traditional herbs and a chicken drumstick while telling us about plants as medicine… wahsey…
And he said that flowers are reproductive organs. And with that, he took out a red rose, and blah blah blah about it. And he made a conclusion that, biologically speaking, if a guy gives a girl roses, it just means that the guy is giving the reproductive organ of the rose plant to the girl, and so, it means that the guy wanna have… blah blah with the girl…. wahahah! So funny!
Roses… reminded me of something else. During Mandy's weddings, there were red roses all around! That was what Yiling told me, as my eyes were usually covered by stamps over such details… Wow…
Yeah she was right somehow. I am not that attentive to details. Lol. I only start thinking after things have happened. But sometimes, I foresee that some things are going to happen. Lk Vision. Lol…
Maybe I should stop thinking of what is going to happen next. It's scary when it comes true…
Details… most of the time, girls are more detailed. They often see things that guys don't. Guys are more technical. They fix things when they go wrong. So if there's nothing wrong, guys tend to stay away. Heh… and so, when guys don't see anything wrong, they will not appear.
And anyway, back to the flowers topic… What do I want to say? Hmm… nothing ba…
I am just wondering, who will get to receive roses from me next?
1 thing for sure, I don't give out flowers to people who don't know how to appreciate nature's beauty. Why waste a flower on someone who will eventually throw the flowers down the rubbish chute once they have withered and died?
A flower is a life. Appreciate life. Appreciate beauty…
To me, does giving flowers mean anything? Maybe it did, but it does not. No more… As I said, everything is very clear. Once you understand the concepts, anything is possible. So the concepts must be very clear…
Things changes, as always. I change. Everyone changes.
Grow up.
Sometimes, people don't agree with my ideas. They don't like my ideas. They anti-me. And so, what to do? I can only hope that one day, maybe they will understand. Some things just cannot be seen when you are from another perspective. Some things will be clear, when you are in one's shoes.
I choose my own path. I choose my own route. Even to destruction. I have no regrets. Because it's chosen by me.
Grow up.