I decided to reject the website project. It's not worth it. I have been through people living off what I have done. Why should I be doing the dirty job, and some other people will just sit there and collect the money?
And it's like, 30% of the total earnings, according to my prelimary calculations and estimation. 30%.
No way. Unless that project is a big one, with costs running into the thousands. No.
Silent night… sometimes, I just think. And think. And think. And come to my own conclusion, as, there is no one to evaluate things with me. My conclusion may be right, may be wrong. I am more worried that I am right than I am wrong. If it's wrong, I will just laugh over it. If it's right, I will have to think again…
I think too much about others. For others. So much that I think people will start to ask me: “oi you think it's very ?? for you to do this?”. My answer: ?? is not the key point. Who cares.
I am just a damage collector. A sparepart. Something that will be taken out when needed.
If someone, anyone, could prove me wrong? As I said, I may be right, and I may be wrong…