Today’s Happenings

Alright, I am back to update today’s events.

And so, it started with a cloudy morning, with occasional slight drizzles here and there. I reached school at around 9.45am. Lionel #1, Lionel #2, Ben, Zhiyi and Edwin were already there. And then, we went on to play tennis. Next came Weimin. And then Joan and Fen. Yeah, the time gap between the arrival of Weimin and the last 2 were great…

It was quite a good day. It had that slight drizzle, slight hazy effect, and it’s very cooling. We played till 12, when the rain got heavier. And then, we washed up, and went to Science canteen for lunch. Nothing much happened…

Tennis skills? Still sux.

And here are some photos of the one of the balls that Ben, Xinli, and I drew on one of the days in school.

There’s even 1 powerpuff-girls-related ball, but I did not manage to get that ball, as it was flying here and there, saving the day…

Ate and left. And off I went, putting my fate on bus arrivals. 198 came, and I ended up at JP. Eddy called while I was on the bus, and we decided to meet at JP and jalan jalan together.

I went to Popular and bought the fasterners for those papers for this semester. Went down to Capitol Optical to buy that sunglasses and contact lens solution.

Hmm.. looks ok…. and I put them on…

Hmm…

We saw the “Student meal” offer at Siam Kitchen, and decided to give it a try. There’s not much people in there. At the time when we entered, there’s only this group of girls in there. After they left, we were the only ones, and later, there were 2 guys coming in for interview I suppose…

After a bit more jalan jalan, we left, and I took MRT back to JE, while he cycled home…

Is it a tiring day? Maybe not too tired, but then, I was trying to sleep on the bus, and in the end, I was thinking of things. Why this happened, why this did not happen, why there’s no news, why there’s no response, why there’s no motivation, why there’s nothing to think about…

Yeah, and get myself even more tired.

Why do I have to think so much?

Don’t know, must ask…

Haiz…

On my way back on 143 from JE, I saw Eugene! That BMT guy! Wahaha!! Long time never see him, and omg, he’s back to the same size as before BMT. Erm… alright, everyone’s back to their “original sizes” nowadays…. *ahem* but never mind about that, it’s so nice to meet him on the bus! He was going to his girlfriend’s house, which was at BLK 53. We talked some crap here and there, and also update each other on some more crap, who’s where, and such. If only the journey’s longer…

And then, I reached home. I did not know the time. I decided to be timeless for today. Time does not matter to me. Keeping track of time will only spoil the day. I only know that, ????? was showing shortly after I reached home. Tired, but did not sleep much.

And now, I am looking at the computer clock, which says 11.43pm. 17 more minutes, and it will be 1st of December.

Oh well…

And I wait… But I don’t think I have that much energy left to continue waiting. Waiting for a negative answer, and yet, keeping some of the hopes. One thing I have really learnt over these half decade is that, never to expect things will happen my way. It never does. When I am trying to work towards something, something else will happen, and I will just be disappointed, sad, angry, jealous, hopeless, anything. Anything, except happy.

But then, I still do. Why?

How I know? Maybe I am just plain stupid. Yeah, I am stupid! 笨死了!!!

刚刚听了昨天的音乐日记，觉得有一种很苦，很苦的忧。但是，苦中又带点甘，甘中带甜，苦中作乐。那个男人，被那女人欺骗了感情，始终还是那么的勇敢面对。。。

也许，我也该写一段吧。。。 写什么呢？

当然，写给我自己看，就好了。。