Finally, one test is over! Yes, with minimal studying, as I know that no matter how much I study, the end result will only depend on weather I can see the pattern or not.
Looks that tonight's luck at MPSH 1 was not that great, but slightly better than previously.
Maybe, disappointment drives me better… still to be tested further. Come on, disappoint me more, and maybe this sem, I will be able to get myself into dean's list… wahahah dreamzzz… Yeah, an invertor. A device that turns something negative into positive… What ? dunno-what ???…. lol
But that might shorten my lifespan by a lot. I prefer to love, and to be loved. But sometimes hatred tends to overruns it…
Wonder if it's good or bad, but really, I cannot hold any grudge with anybody for more than 12 hours. I can only manage to ignore someone for a limited period of time. And sometimes I hate myself for that.
No… I just can't do it…
Ok, into deeper thoughts for the day… Lk's Rainbow Theory!
Most people associate rainbows to happiness. From scientific explanations, we know that rainbows are formed by light that is refracted by droplets of water in the air. Everybody will notice the rainbow, because it is so colourful, so cheerful, and so appealing to the eye.
But, it's formed by droplets of water… probably rain…
Someone's crying. For you. For him/herself. For anything. For anyone. While you are smiling away.
The Sun shines, and the Clouds cry, so that you can enjoy the Rainbow…
There's no way we can satisfy everyone's choices. Some people may be happy with a particular decision, while others may be disappointed with it. Happy people will be the sun standing behind you, with their reasons, no matter good or bad, to smile. The unhappy people will be those in front of you, that will be covered by the bright light from the sun, and crying. And what do you, the center person, see?
Everyone sees the rainbow. No one sees the rain, as it is being “covered” by the light. With the sight of the rainbow, no one actually remembers how it is formed in the first place.
Oh well…
Standard human behavior. People tend to overlook other people's feelings in a moment of happiness.
How true? Test it out… Haiz… Now I am thinking another way…
Am I the rain now? Perhaps… ????????
Oh well. Back to the surface. Take a deeeeeep breath… Ok. Done.
Why the bus won't come when I decide to go home in the shortest time possible? I actually walked from SRC all the way down to the bus stop along the AYE, near Ginza Plaza, in order to take a faster route home. In the end, I think I took the same amount of time. Reason? Waiting for buses. I missed them. While walking down, along the curve part of the road towards the bus stop, the buses zoom past. And while walking towards the bus stop after buying newspaper from 7-eleven at JE, 143 zoomed past. Well done. It's always like this. I want to go some place fast, and always, I am being impeded by bus timings. Well done.
Well… just the normal life of someone without a car, without free rides, and without any benefits…