No, I am not.
I am unprepared. I am unsure. I am not as ready as I have been.
I am slacking.
I am not ready for Programming. I am not ready for Maths. I am not ready for a lot of things. But things keep on coming in…
My lift needs a bit of repair. It has been overloaded, and the repair man is taking his own sweet time to repair it.
How I wish I can go for a midnight swim now. Cold water to wake me up, to bring me back to where I am, and to be ready to face colder scenes.
And here I am, emphasizing on my Belief:
I can do it.
I certainly hope I can. I am awaiting the arrival of Saturday, so that I can start concentrating on other things that I have neglected.
I want my ice blended from Coffee Bean. I want my movie. I want to experiment with my camera that I have just bought just now. I want to do lots of things.
But first, let me believe in myself.
A lot of people are also very stressed, sad, frustrated. No, they are not alone. Everyone's pressurized. We all are. The winner is the one who survives through it. The loser is the one who gives up totally.
Me? Where do I stand? Somewhere in the middle, but tends towards the winning side. Fight it out. And lose happily. No regrets.
千万不能放弃。继续坚持住，加油！
Went to discuss MNO with Ben at YIH. Nice place (to sleep, as shown by CJ…). Suddenly, it rained! Rains are unpredictable nowadays… The programming tutorial was very clear. I love that tutor! But that's not my official tutor. The class decided to volunteer for free transfer after the first lesson… haha