Yeah… 22 liao… so fast. I have wasted 22 years of life, just like that.
I have to ask myself. What have I achieve so far? I can tell you all, it’s nothing much. I have always been limited one way or another. The limits set on me when I was young have effects on me as I grow up. When I was in kindergarten, I remembered myself as a super-talkative and kpo person in class! It’s up till pri 1 that I have changed, due to the fact that the form teacher complained that I have been too talkative in class… well… what else can I say. Look at me now… Due to the lack of training since young, I don’t talk much nowadays. If that little limitation did not have any effects on me, maybe I will be some where else…
Next, limitation in sports. The whole world knows I am into basketball. I played, most of the time for fun. I am not the pro type. In primary school, there was this school bball training which I wanted to join, but in came the limitation: Mother would not allow me to. So sad. Why like that? If I was in the bball training/team, maybe I would have gone into bball in JC! Who knows…
Limitations have lots of effects on me. Even though now, being 22, there are not much limitations, but what’s the point? The damages have been done. No amount of repairs is going to fix it completely.
I need to fly. I need to be higher.
Went back to school for a 1/2 hour tutorial! Maths tutor just explained some concepts and that was the end of the lesson. And from what Joan said the day before, I knew they had something. And indeed they had. A bday gift for me! Well, it’s a nice little light purple wireless mouse! I was wondering what I can do with it. It is now sitting nicely on top of the shelf. Quite nice looking. Thanks Poseidon and friends… =)
Alright. It’s CNY! Enjoy everyone! Had quite a simple dinner just now. Watched TV while working on my lab3 ex2. Time passes real fast. I have been working since 8pm till now, and I am not finished with it! It’s just me, I guess…
My laptop’s still trying to sign in to MSN… looks like the server’s down again. This is the second time within 24 hours!!!