听不到

Was singing this song just now. It’s just so full of meanings, and it somehow reflects my thoughts sometimes…

It’s the same for IRC, ICQ, and MSN. Who knows if the other party is laughing or crying? Who knows, he/she might be planning a great story to fool you. Who knows, he/she might be just out there, trying to get your attention. Who knows, he/she might be irritated by you.

And on the other side. Who knows, you might be hurt or tickled by something said. Who knows, you might be believing in or adding on to the story. Who knows, you might give your attention or simply ignore and reply as and when you like it. Who knows, you might also be irritated by his/her attitude towards you.

Sometimes, helpfulness can lead to total disaster. Being too helpful is not good. Bring not helpful is worse. Which side do you want to be? Choose 1. You want people to die, either themselves or with you, or you want people to survive and letting you die instead?

If you choose the former, will it make you feel better if everyone dies together, so that you will have company? Or are you ready to let them fall and you hop on happily to the next stage? Are you ready to be selfish?

If you choose the latter, will people ever appreciate it? Or are you willing to be sacrificed without any gratitude from people? Let people forget about you, and come back to you only when they have problems?

Sometimes, people just have difficulty in listening. They just can’t decipher what you are trying to bring across to them. Some might get the wrong message. Some? You can label them as totally deaf… No matter what you use, even a loud speaker, they still cannot hear anything…

Or even better. They are pretending that they heard nothing… Running away…

听不到

词曲：阿信(五月天)

夜 黑夜 寂寞的夜里 气 生气 对自己生气
软弱的电话 又打 给你
想 听你 那边的空气 有 什么 精采的话题
你还是温柔 给我 婉转 的距离

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我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到?

会 很会 伪装我自己 你 不该 背我的秘密
沈重都给我 微笑给你
奔 狂奔 空旷的感情 走 暴走 暴走的伤心
透明的叹息 最后 还是 我的秘密
(#)

听不到听不到我的执着
扑通 扑通一直在跳
直到你有一天能够明了
我做得到 我做得到
(#)

KBox just now. Feeling’s not right. No enthusiasm to sing. No motivation. Maybe head’s full of nonsense thoughts. I blame it on the lightings. It was not. It was something else. I might look happy, but my thoughts might be somewhere else… Just don’t feel right singing just now… quite wasted…

Just realised from Victor, that I did not have any links to past entries! Isn’t that great… I will settle that later in the day. I am too tired to do anything else now. And no mood too.

If I ever display my mood for this entry again, let me tell you. That’s just routine smilies…