Another swimming day. I am getting darker very day… aw… The sun made it as if it was 2pm in the afternoon! So hot… Today's swimming kakis: Victor, Yingzi, and a sleepy head Ruifu. Well well… interesting…
Hmm… do I have to write another long winded story here? Ok a short one. Have you ever thought that when you are thinking of something, another person will be thinking of what you are thinking and trying to think of another way? What am I saying… -.-”
It's like, before you say something, you put yourself into some other people's shoes and think how will you react if you are that person? It's like, how your words will affect that person?
I do think of that sometimes. I can't get myself to say something that might hurt others in the process (after evaluating it first), even though there are slips of the tongue once in a while.
Now the problem is, if everyone thinks likewise, when are we going to break out of this infinite loop? You think what he/she thinks and he/she thinks what you will think and think of another approach and you think what he/she will be thinking while in the process of thinking of something else…. -.-“
What happens in the end? Everyone kept quiet and carry on with life as usual, waiting for each other to do something that has been thought of before. The waiting can be short, can be long. It all depends. It can be awkward, and it can be strange. It's not going to be normal.
What's the condition to break out? Some accident? When one's not in the right mind? I don't know. Maybe. Perhaps.
I've been waiting too. Too patient I guess, and am waiting for something that I have thought of to happen. Of course, I've always been looking forward to bad things more than good ones… Bad things to me means good things to others. So thoughtful of me? -.-“
Alright… sometimes I do have to admit my faults here. Lack of confidence, courage. Lack of sufficient knowledge and experience. Wasting too much time while waiting…
Aw…
Currently, thumb and index finger of both my hands are quite sore. Got that while continuing my little something. Completed it in the end. The material's hard!
Went to JP (again) for a walk after the swim. Was thinking whether to buy the CD ornot. Decided to go upstairs and check it out first. In the end, did not make any purchases. Guess I am not supposed to do any shopping just now… 22 more days…