I rarely use the mood I have chosen to use this time.
Questions. Why there's no reply. Why I have to help out on Monday. Why I have to do guard today, when the rest are happily booking out. Answers. I have asked a stupid, irritating, useless question. I am too free, and they have to find some things for me to do. I am not that lucky.
The first question's the one that bothered me the most. I knew nothing much had happened, but without a reply, I don't feel quite right. Something's wrong somewhere…
Another problem is that choosing of electrical engineering as my course. I wondered if I had made the correct choice? I have not send the letter yet…
Things are just in front of me sometimes, but I just get myself to jump across the hole that separates me from them… …