What has happened…
I wondered why, but sometimes, I really feel that I do not have any confidence to voice out anything. Perhaps I am just afraid of the consequences… I think too much of the reactions and feelings of others. I do not want to disturb the peace. Although I have hoped for improvement, I do not dare to do anything much as one wrong action could lead to a disaster. I do not want that to happen. But on the other hand, I don't want to keep quiet now and regret later. I really do not want this kind of result also…
I still remember the phrase that I had somewhere: Say it out. It feels lighter that way. But the problem now is, how do I say it, when do I say it, and what will happen after that?
Argh…