{"id":6851,"date":"2010-08-03T22:41:37","date_gmt":"2010-08-03T14:41:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6851"},"modified":"2010-08-03T22:41:37","modified_gmt":"2010-08-03T14:41:37","slug":"%e6%9c%89%e4%ba%9b%e4%ba%8b%e6%83%85-%e4%bd%a0%e6%8a%93%e5%be%97%e6%9b%b4%e7%b4%a7-%e5%ae%83%e6%8e%89%e5%be%97%e6%9b%b4%e5%bf%ab","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6851","title":{"rendered":"\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e4\u00ba\u203a\u00e4\u00ba\u2039\u00e6\u0192\u2026, \u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e6\u0160\u201c\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e6\u203a\u00b4\u00e7\u00b4\u00a7, \u00e5\u00ae\u0192\u00e6\u017d\u2030\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e6\u203a\u00b4\u00e5\u00bf\u00ab"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What a quote, from none other than jerm jerm!<\/p>\n<p>Isn&#8217;t that so true? Some things, you try to get hold of, but in the end, you get nothing. Some things, especially when they don&#8217;t belong to you. But, even with things that belong to you, that might also happen.<\/p>\n<p>Yes. Letting go, is indeed a valuable skill. This is something that I have always failed to achieve. I find letting go a pain. I find letting go a hard process. I find letting go a non-viable solution. That&#8217;s why, I am always holding on. To that little bit of hope. To that tiny bit of light.<\/p>\n<p>Indeed, I am wrong.<\/p>\n<p>I read my horoscope for today. It says: &#8220;Stories from the past become eerily relevant today. Don&#8217;t repeat the same mistakes.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Lk, stop dreaming. It&#8217;s time to wake up to the real world.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s time to let go.<\/p>\n<p>I guess, I can only choose one path. I hate to say this, but, I think that will be the best way.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e5\u00bf\u0192\u00e9\u201d\u0081.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>If I am alive on Friday, I have already thought of what songs I want to sing already. It&#8217;s all those same old emo songs. I love emo songs.<\/p>\n<p>And I plan to swim at around 8+ or 9am.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Had dinner with lt, cyh, and wc. Junie said she wanted to go home to sleep (duhz). Had mac. Wanted to eat hot fudge sundae, but I think I will leave that for another day. And then, cab down to je to take laptop from xinli. Then, 143 zoomed past, and I waited for 10+ minutes before the next one arrived. Zzz.<\/p>\n<p>Always like that, the bus.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Trying to get everyone to eat breakfast together. I always believe that breakfast, regardless of how little one eats, is very important. You can eat a piece of bread, a piece of biscuit, 2 eggs, or super big breakfast, I don&#8217;t care. Just eat something!<\/p>\n<p>I am a promoter of good habits. I cannot force people to do whatever they don&#8217;t like. They have brains, don&#8217;t they? LOL.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Beads, lots of them.<\/p>\n<p>Straws, lots of them.<\/p>\n<p>Collecting dust.<\/p>\n<p>I have no motivation to do anything with them.<\/p>\n<p>Not anymore.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, I wonder, how fake can I be?<\/p>\n<p>Idiot Lk, you are freakingly a )@#*@)(#*(!@&amp;! faker&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What a quote, from none other than jerm jerm! Isn&#8217;t that so true? Some things, you try to get hold of, but in the end, you get nothing. Some things, especially when they don&#8217;t belong to you. 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