Everyone, including me, keeps secrets. Yeah. There’s nothing wrong with this. A secret, is not meant to be shared, unless, there’s mutual trust and understanding.<\/p>\n
I have my own fair (or unfair, whichever way you choose to see things) share of secret trading. When I let a cat out of the bag, that person must have gained my 100% trust. I share secrets, in order to see things from others perspective.<\/p>\n
But sometimes, this is not mutual. Yeah. Or rather, NEVER MUTUAL.<\/p>\n
I simply hate it when someone knows something that I don’t know, and then, instead of finding out behind-the-scene (which is something I think I am extremely gifted in, especially online), I ask directly, and I get a wall.<\/p>\n
Common replies that I get are as follows (in no order of hatefulness, in order of memory)<\/p>\n
When I get any of the above replies, the first emotion will be hurt, the second one will be anger. Maybe, it’s a mix. There’s something that I do not know, and I am not required to know. It’s like a missing piece of jigsaw puzzle. Actually, I won’t be angry, if the reply is one that has a bit of sincerity in it. I hate it when the reply is peppered with smugness, with arrogance. It’s like saying ” yeah I know something that you don’t know about. Neh neh ni bo bo.”<\/p>\n
So be it. You can say that I am ill-tempered. I don’t care. This is Lk. Lk is kpo by default.<\/p>\n
Maybe I am just….\u00c2\u00a0 not trustable enough.<\/p>\n
Lk style is as follows: everyone deserves 80% trust. It’s easy to reduce this trust, and hard to rebuild it up once it’s lost.<\/p>\n
Very, very hard.<\/p>\n
Is there still anyone out there who can have my 100% trust?<\/p>\n
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And I don’t know why, it’s been so long, and why are they still harping on suchthings? I have already told them the result, what else do they want?<\/p>\n
The result is like this. No matter what you all trying to stir out, to encourage, to help, the result is still like this. I have spent time and energy trying to get into something, and now, I am trying to get out as soon as possible. It may take months, even years.<\/p>\n
So please, I beg all of you jokers out there. STOP IT.<\/p>\n
Lk is all out of luck this season. Lk is a sentimental piece of shit…<\/p>\n
Sounds wrong, but who cares.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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