{"id":6687,"date":"2010-06-07T23:31:25","date_gmt":"2010-06-07T15:31:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6687"},"modified":"2010-06-07T23:31:25","modified_gmt":"2010-06-07T15:31:25","slug":"montag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6687","title":{"rendered":"Montag &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Had dinner with weiya just now. A bit&#8230; strange wor&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I have not seen her for quite some time. But then, she was like&#8230; in some faraway land sometimes&#8230; It just felt strange. Maybe she had some unspeakable things in her mind that she was going through. Hope she&#8217;s ok ba&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Overall monday was alright. Had so much fun rerouting the cables all over the place. And had fun removing a hardware for repair. And had fun tracing dangling cables. And had fun fixing a loose cable. And had fun tightening screws.<\/p>\n<p>So much fun for a day. What a monday.<\/p>\n<p>KNS.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Monday was a bad day for programming. I totally had no idea what I was doing in front of the computer. I was staring at it. Wrote something, and then negate that myself. WTH. It&#8217;s bad! It&#8217;s a total waste of time. That&#8217;s why I ended up doing those fun things that were described earlier.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know, but having no expectations, make me a very cold person. That&#8217;s how I feel. But who cares how I feel?<\/p>\n<p>Who cares if I knock my leg against the hard edge of the engine  compartment? Who cares if I start feeling numb on my knees? Who cares if I am hurt?<\/p>\n<p>No one. Despite that, I will go on. I am strong. I believe I am.<\/p>\n<p>Initially I wanted to sleep, but then, after thinking for a while, I want to play some piano instead. Damn it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>After thinking through again, I think I shall only play abit of piano. Then sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah, timing is not important. Who cares what time I play piano, what time I sleep, what time I eat. Who cares whose timing?<\/p>\n<p>The key&#8230; is never about time.<\/p>\n<p>Never mind. No one understands. That&#8217;s absolutely normal for messages that are passed by me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Had dinner with weiya just now. A bit&#8230; strange wor&#8230; I have not seen her for quite some time. But then, she was like&#8230; in some faraway land sometimes&#8230; It just felt strange. Maybe she had some unspeakable things in &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6687\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6687"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6687"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6688,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6687\/revisions\/6688"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}