{"id":6683,"date":"2010-06-06T23:27:24","date_gmt":"2010-06-06T15:27:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6683"},"modified":"2010-06-06T23:28:19","modified_gmt":"2010-06-06T15:28:19","slug":"consolidation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6683","title":{"rendered":"Consolidation&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Played tennis in the afternoon. Like shit. LOL&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ok la.. not bad la. Still got balls to hit.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>If I say that I am not disappointed, will anyone believe?<\/p>\n<p>Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>I am that type. Happy-go-lucky. Whatever will be, will be. Whatever that will not, put an end to it. End the sufferings, be it one-sided or what.<\/p>\n<p>How long will I take to recover? Soon.<\/p>\n<p>Somehow, as one gets rejected more and more frequently, things get easier to accept.<\/p>\n<p>And it&#8217;s also not easy for me to like someone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Resetting expectations to none. Reconfiguring actions and beliefs. Sending all previous actions to the recycle bin. Restoring hope.<\/p>\n<p>The sky&#8230; is quiet once again&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Played tennis in the afternoon. Like shit. LOL&#8230; Ok la.. not bad la. Still got balls to hit. &#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212; If I say that I am not disappointed, will anyone believe? Maybe. I am that type. Happy-go-lucky. Whatever will be, will &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6683\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6683"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6683"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6683\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6686,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6683\/revisions\/6686"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6683"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6683"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6683"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}