{"id":6368,"date":"2010-03-18T23:40:36","date_gmt":"2010-03-18T15:40:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6368"},"modified":"2010-03-18T23:40:36","modified_gmt":"2010-03-18T15:40:36","slug":"skipped","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6368","title":{"rendered":"Skipped"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Skipped another swim session. Could not make it. Left office at 7pm.<\/p>\n<p>Skipped.<\/p>\n<p>Took MRT with calvin. Yeah.<\/p>\n<p>Passed by BB. The time was 8pm.<\/p>\n<p>Skipped.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Got the letter today. Ok. Not much feelings, except that I can use that to clear off some debts here and there.<\/p>\n<p>Looks like monetary motivation, is not really what I am looking for ultimately&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>The strange thing is, no matter what, a balance is needed somewhere. You trade off something, in order to gain from something else.<\/p>\n<p>For example&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>You give up time, in order to learn something new.<\/p>\n<p>You give up love, in order to focus on something else.<\/p>\n<p>You give up hope, in oder to stop dreaming.<\/p>\n<p>Etc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Crap&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I just got reminded of the anime, full metal alchemist. &#8220;\u00e6\u00b2\u00a1\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e7\u2030\u00ba\u00e7\u2030\u00b2\u00e5\u00b0\u00b1\u00e6\u00b2\u00a1\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e8\u017d\u00b7\u00e5\u00be\u2014 \u00e8\u00a6\u0081\u00e6\u0192\u00b3\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0\u00e4\u00bb\u20ac\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6 \u00e5\u00b0\u00b1\u00e5\u00bf\u2026\u00e9\u00a1\u00bb\u00e4\u00bb\u02dc\u00e5\u2021\u00ba\u00e5\u0090\u0152\u00e7\u00ad\u2030\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e4\u00bb\u00a3\u00e4\u00bb\u00b7&#8221;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Well well&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>The song that was playing when I alighted from the bus, was \u00e5\u00a6\u201a\u00e6\u017e\u0153\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e6\u0192\u00b3\u00e8\u00a6\u0081, by Jolin. 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Could not make it. Left office at 7pm. Skipped. Took MRT with calvin. Yeah. Passed by BB. The time was 8pm. Skipped. &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230; Got the letter today. Ok. Not much feelings, except that I can use &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6368\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6368"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6368"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6368\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6369,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6368\/revisions\/6369"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6368"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6368"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6368"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}