What have I done wrong, to earn this relapse?<\/p>\n
I have worked hard over 2 years, slowly, building up my strength, by playing tennis, swimming, walking around.<\/p>\n
And now, it’s back to haunt me. Why?<\/p>\n
What have I done wrong?<\/p>\n
Have I been a big bully? Have I been a bad guy? Have I been rebellious? Have I been whatever?<\/p>\n
Maybe, I have been too good. So here’s my punishment for being too good.<\/p>\n
Maybe.<\/p>\n
……………………………………….<\/p>\n
And so, I did a back-trace (yeah… literally, BACK trace), to see what happened, that caused by back to be so pain now.<\/p>\n
Timbre. Went there with colleagues. Sat at a stupid place that actually constrained my legs to a place for a long period of time. I had felt something back then. But nothing much after that, so I never really go bother.<\/p>\n
CNY. Went to relatives’ house. Remember sitting at a strange seat. Felt something back then, but thought it was nothing, as it got better once I started to walk around.<\/p>\n
Friday. Walked up the flight of stairs to 4th floor of AMK office. Started to feel something again. That something lasted the whole day. Pain.<\/p>\n
Saturday. Went back to YC. Pain the whole day.<\/p>\n
That’s it. I has not die down since.<\/p>\n
That’s it.<\/p>\n
It’s back.<\/p>\n
I do not know how long its holidays will last. I only know, i GG liao…<\/p>\n
……………………………………….<\/p>\n
I have\u00c2\u00a0 a few things in mind, that I want to do, when my back gets better.<\/p>\n
I want to try learn rollerblading again, if possible.<\/p>\n
I want to learn scuba-diving.<\/p>\n
I want to do so many other things.<\/p>\n
But now…<\/p>\n
It’s back to square one.<\/p>\n
Yes. GG-ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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