{"id":6011,"date":"2009-12-09T00:06:22","date_gmt":"2009-12-08T16:06:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6011"},"modified":"2009-12-09T00:06:22","modified_gmt":"2009-12-08T16:06:22","slug":"my-xmas-hopelist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=6011","title":{"rendered":"My Xmas Hopelist"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Er&#8230; I am staring at this &#8220;Add New Post&#8221; page for quite some time. And then, I start to realize: I have nothing important or interesting to say tonight.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Alright, maybe, just let me put up a Lk Hopelist&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I hope&#8230;<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Not to be sponsored by what I have been sponsored by so far.<\/li>\n<li>Not to be bothered by what I have been bothered by so far.<\/li>\n<li>Not to be pissed by what I have been pissed by so far.<\/li>\n<li>Not to be saddened by what I have been saddened by so far.<\/li>\n<li>Not to be disheartened by what I have been disheartened by so far.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Wahsey&#8230; looks like only the first item is a materialistic one. Lol. The rest are all&#8230;. spiritual? Oh man, am I trying to become more &#8216;holy&#8217; or what?<\/p>\n<p>As usual, I am flawed. I admit. I am strange sometimes. I am strict sometimes. I am jealous sometimes. I think too much sometimes. I am an idiot sometimes. But who&#8217;s not flawed? Who&#8217;s perfect?<\/p>\n<p>I think that is something I need? 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