{"id":5944,"date":"2009-11-05T22:42:29","date_gmt":"2009-11-05T14:42:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=5944"},"modified":"2009-11-05T22:42:29","modified_gmt":"2009-11-05T14:42:29","slug":"what-i-dont-wish-to-get-i-got-it-what-i-wish-to-get-i-did-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=5944","title":{"rendered":"What I Don’t Wish to Get, I Got it. What I Wish to get, I Did Not."},"content":{"rendered":"

That’s it. I am cursed.<\/p>\n

I was not aiming for THAT. I was just doing what I was supposed to do. I did not want THAT.<\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

And I got THAT.<\/p>\n

…………………..<\/p>\n

I was aiming for THAT. I was thinking about it everytime. I want THAT.<\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

And I did not get THAT.<\/p>\n

…………………..<\/p>\n

WHY??!<\/p>\n

Faith also no use…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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