{"id":5040,"date":"2008-04-23T20:04:16","date_gmt":"2008-04-23T12:04:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?1693"},"modified":"2008-04-23T20:04:16","modified_gmt":"2008-04-23T12:04:16","slug":"sometimes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=5040","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"5\">&quot;Some People don&#039;t need you to be around sometimes&quot;. <\/font><\/p>\n<p>Take it, or leave it.<\/p>\n<p>I have lots to write about this, but I guess I will just leave it to the imagination of all of you out there, for now.<\/p>\n<p>It&#039;s rather sad, when:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>you believe in people&#039;s saying <\/li>\n<li>what you have been believing in do not match with the actions <\/li>\n<li>this cycle has been repeating itself<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Humans are selfish sometimes. They care more about themselves. When they have problems, they ask you for help. When they are happy, you are included if you are lucky enough to be chosen.<\/p>\n<p><font size=\"5\">Admit it. Everyone&#039;s about the same.<\/font><\/p>\n<p>Then, you start to have an illusion of &quot;why should you carry on believing&quot;. <\/p>\n<p><font size=\"5\">Why?<\/font><\/p>\n<p>Think about it. I am too sianz to write the reasons.<\/p>\n<p>Summary:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I am tired of trying to make people happy and end up feeling empty inside.<\/li>\n<li>I am tired of wanting to say something and end up keeping them due to cold responses. <\/li>\n<li>I am tired of messaging and waiting for replies and end up feeling shitty. <\/li>\n<li>I am tired of calling and end up hearing beeping noises. <\/li>\n<li>I am tired of looking around and end up with tired eyes.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>The keyword is&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><font size=\"5\">Emptiness<\/font><\/p>\n<p>IDEA&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&quot;Some People don&#039;t need you to be around sometimes&quot;. Take it, or leave it. I have lots to write about this, but I guess I will just leave it to the imagination of all of you out there, for now. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=5040\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5040"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5040"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5040\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5040"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5040"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5040"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}