{"id":4955,"date":"2008-02-09T18:00:28","date_gmt":"2008-02-09T10:00:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?1608"},"modified":"2008-02-09T18:00:28","modified_gmt":"2008-02-09T10:00:28","slug":"past-a-quarter-of-a-century","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4955","title":{"rendered":"Past a quarter of a century&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ok, they reminded me to change, and so, I updated the &#039;info&#039; section, and included an extra &#039;bonus&#039; info. Lol.<\/p>\n<p>And so, it&#039;s past a quarter of a century. Oh well. Sometimes, I just think, what am I trying to do here? Heh. I guess everyone has this question appearing in their heads once in a while. <\/p>\n<p>I prefer simplicity. I can&#039;t live a complicated life. I want to find a job, have a steady income, and live in comfort with my family. I want to find a girl, have a steady relationship, and get married. I want to have good health, less major injuries, and be pain-free.<\/p>\n<p>It&#039;s not simple at all it seems. I have so many wants. I am being greedy. Lol.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, I just can&#039;t see the light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes, I thought I have seen the light, but it seems that they are all illusions, all carefully thought, carefully designed in my mind. Sometimes, it seems very dark. So dark that I want to give up.<\/p>\n<p>No. I will not give up that easily. Lk at 25. Things shall be different.<\/p>\n<p>But, it has been a quarter of a century. Do I still have that kind of chance? Will people give me chances? Will people really care? Will I be able to survive?<\/p>\n<p>I shall. I will. <\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Ok, thanks to all who have managed to remember that 9 feb is my day. Love you all lots *hugs and kisses muackz* Lol. For those who have forgotten, heh.. too bad, but it&#039;s very normal. For those who know but never bothered, too bad, it&#039;s normal too. For those who did not know at all, now you know. Wahaha&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ok lame&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ok, they reminded me to change, and so, I updated the &#039;info&#039; section, and included an extra &#039;bonus&#039; info. Lol. And so, it&#039;s past a quarter of a century. Oh well. Sometimes, I just think, what am I trying to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4955\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4955"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4955"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4955\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4955"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4955"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4955"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}