Today's topic. To understand others, you have to first understand yourself. <\/p>\n
Sometimes, I think, I do not understand myself too much. It takes me quite a while to even think of a simple word to describe myself. It's not a simple task. Even though such things always happen, I don't seem to be able to use the same word everytime. It's not a simple task for me.<\/p>\n
Yes, I don't know myself. Some of my friends think they know who\/what am I, but what do they know? Most of them only know the most basic level: Quiet and cold when unknown, friendly when known. Some more observant ones will manage to read (and read correctly) in between, and discover more.<\/p>\n
But that should apply to everybody, doesn't it? And very observant people are rather rare.<\/p>\n
I agree that I do not disclose much about myself. Not that I do not like to talk about it, but I see no need to do so. Not many people want to know anyway. It's the same for happenings. Be it past, present, future, I don't really talk about it.<\/p>\n
Maybe, I have another bigger problem: the lack of a strong ability to express myself sufficiently. Maybe I don't think that's required, that's why it's bad, or vice versa – it's bad, that's why I cannot.<\/p>\n
Oh well.<\/p>\n
So what do I understand about myself? Don't know…<\/p>\n
Since I don't really understand myself, how am I going to understand others?<\/p>\n
"You don't understand…"<\/p>\n
Yes, that sentence will often come back to haunt me.<\/p>\n
One problem that I don't really like to touch on is BGR. I have no authority over this topic. Often, people will not like to talk about their own BGR, especially one that's gone bad somehow.<\/p>\n
"No point talking about it…"<\/p>\n
"It's complicated…"<\/p>\n
"Sianz…"<\/p>\n
"It's nothing…"<\/p>\n
Some of the typical replies.<\/p>\n
Since people don't want to talk about it, fine, I shall not ask. Even if I ask, I can give no good advice. Because, I have not been really caught in one.<\/p>\n
Experience is virtually ZERO. Nothing to be proud of in this case. Therefore, when people start discussing about BGR, I will be listening. I have nothing to say. Nothing to contribute. Nothing to share.<\/p>\n
And where unnecessary, I will not dig into other people's affairs. I still hold on to my own belief: whatever I need to know, will be known, sooner or later. The more I try to find out, the less I get in returns.<\/p>\n
And ofcourse, whatever will happen, will.<\/p>\n
Went back for quite a not-too-useful FYP briefing session. It's more like a ECE get-together, since everyone's back.<\/p>\n
Went to Munchie Monkey with wm, ed, joan, law, grace, xinli. Makan and talk talk session! Not that I have much to say anyway. Went there to listen to latest gossips and SEP happenings. Not that I have much to contribute also. <\/p>\n
But then, it's a good gathering. I just felt sianz sometimes. One thing I like though: the drizzle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Today's topic. To understand others, you have to first understand yourself. Sometimes, I think, I do not understand myself too much. It takes me quite a while to even think of a simple word to describe myself. It's not a … Continue reading