Ok, time for nonsense. <\/p>\n
Last time, I used to complain about people coming into my life and walking out as soon as they have found a replacement. Yes. It means that I am just a temporary replacement. <\/p>\n
I was never in anyone's priority list.<\/p>\n
So be it. <\/p>\n
And now, it's even better. I don't exist anymore.<\/p>\n
Yeah. I am never worth people's time, and some people are just not worth spending time on\/with.<\/p>\n
I have difficulty communicating with such people. Extreme difficulty. In the past, it's easy, but now, no longer.<\/p>\n
I shall see what I can do. At most I will just ignore. It will not have too much effect on me. I don't wish to care about such things.<\/p>\n
But then… the usual thing is… they don't really know me. They just don't. They should not be faulted this way.<\/p>\n
But why should I be the only one nursing a wound unknown to anybody?<\/p>\n
Just one more. It won't make any difference. To me, to you, to him, to her, to anyone.<\/p>\n
True colours. No one can really see accurately. I can't. So this is my punishment. <\/p>\n
So be it.<\/p>\n
It's about time I switch to WAR mode. WAR means Without-Any-Rest. Sometimes it also means Without-Any-Relationship. Sometimes, it can also mean… nothing!<\/p>\n
It's just exams mode.<\/p>\n
Can I reach my target? This sem's gonna be hard. Hopefully I will be able to hang there… at least.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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