{"id":4514,"date":"2006-09-12T16:58:44","date_gmt":"2006-09-12T08:58:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?1162"},"modified":"2006-09-12T16:58:44","modified_gmt":"2006-09-12T08:58:44","slug":"still-hurting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4514","title":{"rendered":"Still Hurting&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Oh well, currently having a slight difficulty to eat, especially biting. As I bite on something, first, I have to open my mouth. Ouch #1 as the metal comes in contact with the ulcer. Second, I have to chew, around 10 times, and so, ouch #2 to #11. So, how many ouches do I need to finish a small bowl of rice? Assume that 1 bowl of rice will take around 20 tablespoons&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>OUCH. Wahahaha&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ok, attempted to eat yong tau foo for the second time. On Monday, I could still managed to eat the rice as it was. This time, I decided to just pour the whole bowl of rice into the soup! That&#039;s so much easier for me to eat. And I brought this bonjela gel together with me today, and I was like applying it after lunch. Wahsey&#8230; the feeling of applying the gel on the wound was like eating wasabe. The feeling after the first minute was so shiok, as I would not feel anything at all as the gel added some form of lubricant between my braces and ulcer.<\/p>\n<p>OUCH. Dr Ong, when can I remove my braces? Wahahha&#8230;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Monday was an OK day as usual. I was talking to Grace over lunch, regarding some things, friends, bgr and stuff. Some things about asking and not getting answers, about smses and no replies, about calls and rejected calls. And somehow, I just had to tell her why I think it&#039;s like this. And over the years, I just have to come up with this cruel but true answer, at least for me, if not for anyone else.<\/p>\n<p><em><font size=\"4\">If you asked and were not told, if you insisted but were not given in, if you chased but did not catch up, if you repeatedly did something and there&#039;s not much effect, then you have to realise that you might not be the person to be told, to be given in, to be allowed to catch up.<\/font><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Yes, everyone has the right to keep to their own world. I agree on that. That&#039;s why I will only ask once, and only once, and if there&#039;s no answer, so be it. I am not the one to know about that particular thing\/ incident\/ etc.<\/p>\n<p>That&#039;s what I told her, or rather, part of it, without any further explanation. The sentence itself is self-explanatory. It&#039;s clear. And of course, the above was not exactly what happened. That&#039;s not the exact words. I have to modify it abit to keep things simple, to keep identities unknown, and make it to be a case study. And so, any resemblance to any case is purely coincidental. <\/p>\n<p>I am sure many people have experienced the above. It&#039;s just that they are reluctant to draw that conclusion. <\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>And yes, my hearing and sight are well-developed enough to differentiate certain sounds and looks. I used the above theory to just keep quiet. It has to be that way. I don&#039;t insist on certain things. Not anymore.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Bought 2 CDs on Friday!<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" height=\"450\" width=\"600\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/users.enchantedlove.net\/XiAoLiAnG\/jay_cd.jpg\" \/><br \/>Jay Chou&#039;s ?????! The songs in there are quite nice actually. And it comes with a CD, a DVD, and a poster!<br \/><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/users.enchantedlove.net\/XiAoLiAnG\/jay_poster.jpg\" \/><br \/>Tada~~<\/p>\n<p>And also, this ??? ????. Hahaha&#8230; oldies!<br \/><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/users.enchantedlove.net\/XiAoLiAnG\/liuwenzheng_cd.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Hmmm&#8230; nice songs too~~~<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oh well, currently having a slight difficulty to eat, especially biting. As I bite on something, first, I have to open my mouth. Ouch #1 as the metal comes in contact with the ulcer. 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