Don't know why, but my holidays are rarely happy. I think I will be happier in school. Don't know why. Maybe it's due to the fact that there's only 3 people living in my house. <\/p>\n
Looking around doesn't improve my mood. Travelling around doesn't help too. Just felt lost. <\/p>\n
I wondered who can understand me? <\/p>\n
That's a difficult question.<\/p>\n
Yeah I don't understand… so who can?<\/p>\n
Yeah… lonely… so so lonely…<\/p>\n
Lalallalaaa~~~<\/p>\n
Whatever!!!<\/p>\n
Sometimes, reading here and there makes me think. Why is it like this? And then I come to a conclusion: I am crapp.<\/p>\n
But that's true…<\/p>\n
Hmmmm… <\/p>\n
Argh!!!!<\/p>\n
Headache now…<\/p>\n
Breathe in. Breathe out. OK. I am OK.<\/p>\n
At the moment, there's nothing for me to be happy about. There's not much for me to believe in. There's little hope. I take back my original EnchantedLove.Net motto of 'love is all around'. Redraw. Delete. Forgive. Forget. <\/p>\n
Forgive… Forget…<\/p>\n
It's not their fault. They do not know. They don't understand, even if you explain, they also won't bother to listen. Forgive them…<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Maybe I should consider hosting couples' website on ELove. It fits. Well, as a package, with all my HazelSky components. Well well…<\/p>\n And then I can become a monk… What a great idea.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n Don't know why, but my holidays are rarely happy. I think I will be happier in school. Don't know why. Maybe it's due to the fact that there's only 3 people living in my house. Looking around doesn't improve my mood. … Continue reading
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