{"id":4434,"date":"2006-05-09T07:18:43","date_gmt":"2006-05-08T23:18:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?1082"},"modified":"2006-05-09T07:18:43","modified_gmt":"2006-05-08T23:18:43","slug":"morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4434","title":{"rendered":"Morning~"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So sianz. Early in the morning&#8230; stoning around. Let&#039;s see what I did for the past few days.<\/p>\n<p>On Sunday, I went for a bball session. Played as usual. Nothing much. Abit sianz. On Monday, went for tennis. 2pm. So hot. Now, my skin is burning. So hot!<\/p>\n<p>Supposedly going into JB. Looks like I have a change of plans. Last minute. Someone has decided that job interviews are more important than agreements. For the past few days, I have prevented myself from looking at job ads. Why? Because once I have agreed on something, I will keep my agreement. And once someone initiated a change of plan, don&#039;t ever think of changing the situation, because I will never allow him\/her to. Mood already spoilt, and no amount of corrective actions will be able to correct it.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, it just shows how stupid I am to trust people to stick to their agreements. I have talked to various people about trust. None seemed to give me a satisfying answer.<\/p>\n<p>I should have accepted Lijian&#039;s suggestion to swim instead. But as I said, usually is people ps me. What to do.<\/p>\n<p>Currently listening to Emil&#039;s new album. Nice. At least it will not run away from me.<\/p>\n<p>1 day. Spoilt. Now I have to look for alternate plans, and I will find one. <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So sianz. Early in the morning&#8230; stoning around. Let&#039;s see what I did for the past few days. On Sunday, I went for a bball session. Played as usual. Nothing much. Abit sianz. On Monday, went for tennis. 2pm. So &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4434\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4434"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4434"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4434\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4434"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4434"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4434"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}