{"id":4353,"date":"2006-02-14T17:23:06","date_gmt":"2006-02-14T09:23:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?1000"},"modified":"2006-02-14T17:23:06","modified_gmt":"2006-02-14T09:23:06","slug":"happy-vday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4353","title":{"rendered":"Happy VDay~~"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[7.00pm]<br \/>Tried to blog, but the server&#039;s down. I think it has gone on a date too.<\/p>\n<p>Whenever I am down, the server&#039;s down too. Whenever I am having some problem, the server too. So next time, when the server&#039;s down, it may just mean that I am down&#8230; quite accurate actually.<\/p>\n<p>As usual, I am getting quite sick at looking at my HP periodically for any &#8220;status changes&#8221;. It&#039;s like that. When people are enjoying, they tend to just forget all about you. And so, here I am, back home, trying to find the correct mode\/mood to finish up my lab report which will be dued tomorrow noon. <\/p>\n<p>MOV AX, FEELINGS<br \/>PUSH AX<br \/>POP AX<br \/>XOR AX<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, it&#039;s not that some people do not want to do things. It&#039;s just the attitude and the signal you send to the other person. Person A send a signal Y, and Person B is not responding or giving another signal Z, and probably giving the signal Y to another Person C. And so, who suffers? <\/p>\n<p>Think about it.<\/p>\n<p>So be it. Let this be the way. <\/p>\n<p>Yeah. Happy Valentine&#039;s Day to all couples and couples-to-be. Happy Friendship day to all the others. And in case people start asking me the questions, although a lot of my friends have asked similar questions today, I answer them again, in greater detail.<\/p>\n<p>No. I did not go out. I did not ask. My disbelief is too strong. I have been given negative or no response for too many times. I can say that the outcome will be the same no matter what. My belief is that no one&#039;s giving me a chance. No one believes in me. I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s any other outing. If there is, good. If there is not, then good also. It really doesn&#039;t matter, as long as it&#039;s a happy outcome.<\/p>\n<p>Never mind about me. I am just a normal person. A single person. A person who loves but is not loved&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Never mind&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>[8.10pm]<br \/>Now, even the internet wants to make fun of me&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Haiz&#8230; never mind&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[7.00pm]Tried to blog, but the server&#039;s down. I think it has gone on a date too. Whenever I am down, the server&#039;s down too. Whenever I am having some problem, the server too. So next time, when the server&#039;s down, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4353\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4353"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4353"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4353\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4353"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4353"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4353"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}