Went to play pool with Zhenyao just now. We played from 10 to 1. 3 hours.<\/p>\n
In these 3 hours, I tried out many things. I tried different kinds of moods. First, I tried to think only pool, and with that, lots of balls went in. Next, I tried negative thoughts, sad outcomes, looping through them continuously. In the end, I missed most of the shots, and was unable to concentrate. Lastly, I tried positive thoughts, thinking about happy outcomes, and the end result was slightly better. All thoughts are not related to pool, by the way…<\/p>\n
Yeah, it's always better to think positive, if it is impossible to think nothing.<\/p>\n
And so, sad things affect people more than any other moods. That's why it's easier to write sad songs. That's also why sad songs are somehow more popular, because people identify themselves with the words. They feel that the songs are for them.<\/p>\n
That's why I tend to write more of such lyrics also… My thoughts are in that direction. There's not much happiness for me to write about. <\/p>\n
I need happiness too. But then, I must learn to accept what's given to me. I must learn to give and accept hurt…<\/p>\n
Tonight did not have much people around at RC. I reached there and stoned a while, waiting for Zhenyao to appear. Wished happy new year to the auntie working there… haha.. no angpow of course…<\/p>\n
Ate submarine and drank coffee. Tonight's submarine was a bit off, but it's still edible. I think it was because we left them in the open for too long. Even the coffee had turned cold. I drank all in one gulp. <\/p>\n
Now? Very tired… Stupid internet disconnect me while I was blah-blahing on MSN halfway. Sleeping soon… nitez…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Went to play pool with Zhenyao just now. We played from 10 to 1. 3 hours. In these 3 hours, I tried out many things. I tried different kinds of moods. First, I tried to think only pool, and with … Continue reading