{"id":4329,"date":"2006-01-29T13:31:43","date_gmt":"2006-01-29T05:31:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?976"},"modified":"2009-10-04T20:00:01","modified_gmt":"2009-10-04T12:00:01","slug":"its-not-easy-to-believe-but-its-really-easy-to-not-believe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4329","title":{"rendered":"It&#039;s not easy to believe, but it&#039;s really easy to not believe&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah, sometimes, it happens.<\/p>\n<p>I thought I can believe, but no, I can&#8217;t. It&#8217;s really hard to tell, or rather, force myself to believe. But I succeed. When I start believing, I will hold on to it until something else happens. Then I will see if I should continue to believe or not.<\/p>\n<p>Should I choose not to believe, that&#8217;s it.<\/p>\n<p>Aiya&#8230; let me worry not. 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Enjoy the hols!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah, sometimes, it happens. I thought I can believe, but no, I can&#8217;t. It&#8217;s really hard to tell, or rather, force myself to believe. But I succeed. 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