{"id":4284,"date":"2005-12-28T21:14:41","date_gmt":"2005-12-28T13:14:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?929"},"modified":"2009-10-04T19:53:23","modified_gmt":"2009-10-04T11:53:23","slug":"i-am-simply-crapping-here-nothing-ever-changes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4284","title":{"rendered":"I am Simply Crapping here… [Nothing Ever Changes]"},"content":{"rendered":"

After looking around, I found out that, actually, I have been writing crap. Lots of it.<\/p>\n

It’s the end of the year. Time to get a bit sad. Another year is going to pass.<\/p>\n

And yes. I am still Lk. No change. Nothing Ever Changes…<\/p>\n

\n

Nothing Ever Changes<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00e5\u201d\u00b1\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 \u00ef\u00bc\u0161 S.H.E
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[1]
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[2]
\nMy love \u00e5\u017d\u0178\u00e8\u00b0\u2026\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e5\u00a4\u00aa\u00e5\u00a5\u00bd\u00e5\u00a5\u2021
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[chorus]
\nNothing Ever Changes
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\n\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e7\u00bb\u2122\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1
\n\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e6\u00b0\u00b8\u00e8\u00bf\u0153\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1<\/p>\n

[3]
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[bridge]
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\n

Sometimes, it’s so difficult to get answers. I don’t like to force answers out. But then, won’t it better to know? Yes, ignorance is bliss, but then, is it fair?<\/p>\n

Oh, I forgot: Nothing’s fair.<\/p>\n

I just have to live with unfairness. I have too many weaknesses to even it out. And I also need to let go of things sometimes.<\/p>\n

But still, I need answers. \u00e6\u0153\u00aa\u00e6\u203a\u00be\u00e6\u2039\u00a5\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e8\u00bf\u2021\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e5\u008f\u02c6\u00e4\u00bd\u2022\u00e8\u0192\u00bd\u00e6\u201d\u00be\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e4\u00b8\u2039?<\/p>\n

Hmm…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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