{"id":4280,"date":"2005-12-25T22:16:45","date_gmt":"2005-12-25T14:16:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?925"},"modified":"2005-12-25T22:16:45","modified_gmt":"2005-12-25T14:16:45","slug":"edited-why-am-i-waiting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4280","title":{"rendered":"[edited] Why Am I Waiting?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Realised some parts phrased wrongly, and so, I edited it.. lol<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I wait.. and I wait&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>And then, a thought struck me: Why am I waiting?<\/p>\n<p>Don&#039;t know&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Maybe&#8230; waiting for a leaf to fall is better than pulling it off the branch? Waiting for the wind to take the leaf away? So that, the tree can say the leaf don&#039;t want to stay?<\/p>\n<p>How selfish&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And how can I help others with their problems, when my own one has not even been concluded? And why must I hide it? Why not just be open about it? By hiding, it&#039;s like playing a game of Chance&#8230; 50-50 chance&#8230; maybe one side is heavier&#8230; who knows&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ahhh&#8230;.. stupid me&#8230; cowardly me&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Realised some parts phrased wrongly, and so, I edited it.. lol I wait.. and I wait&#8230; And then, a thought struck me: Why am I waiting? Don&#039;t know&#8230; Maybe&#8230; waiting for a leaf to fall is better than pulling it &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4280\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4280"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4280"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4280\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4280"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4280"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4280"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}