{"id":4239,"date":"2005-12-06T18:03:37","date_gmt":"2005-12-06T10:03:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?884"},"modified":"2009-10-04T19:46:23","modified_gmt":"2009-10-04T11:46:23","slug":"it-doesnt-matter-really-%e7%88%b1%e5%be%88%e7%ae%80%e5%8d%95","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4239","title":{"rendered":"It Doesn’t Matter. Really. [\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e5\u00be\u02c6\u00e7\u00ae\u20ac\u00e5\u008d\u2022]"},"content":{"rendered":"

Alright. After thinking about yesterday, and with many other evidences and support, I have decided that, it doesn’t matter if I don’t get what I have been waiting for, or what I have wanted.<\/p>\n

It’s a choice. Winning doesn’t mean anything to me. Whenever there is a rainbow, there is rain, and there is sunlight. Rainbow is the product. Rain and sunlight are the requirements.<\/p>\n

And after watching some shows, dramas, etc, I guess, it is not too big a problem afterall.<\/p>\n

I have been talking to Emmanuel regarding the various way to lose something. Losing due to some factor. I said that, I don’t mind losing, but definitely NOT to a certain method. People who know me well enough should know what is the method. I have been emphasizing on this method through lots of my previous posts. Sux! Pui! Lousy!<\/p>\n

But what to do? Win means win. Lose means lose. Accept, and move on. There is no room for appeal. No “high court”.<\/p>\n

Is Hope still around? I am just too afraid to hope any more. Yes, I have said that hope brings more disappointment. With great anticipation comes greater disappointment.<\/p>\n

But anyway, if anything happens that goes on the negative side, everything should be the same, at least on my part. No change in ranking. No change in treatment. No change in everything. I won’t. =)<\/p>\n

\n

When this song was first played on 933 many years ago, I was thinking, what the hell is this song about? I guess, I did not know how to appreciate the details of the song then. This song is one of my favourites. Simple yet meaningful lyrics. Straight to the point. 80% k-box-able.<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e5\u00be\u02c6\u00e7\u00ae\u20ac\u00e5\u008d\u2022 <\/strong>
\n\u00e6\u203a\u00b2\u00ef\u00bc\u0161\u00e9\u2122\u00b6\u00e5\u2013\u2020 | \u00e8\u00af\u008d\u00ef\u00bc\u0161\u00e5\u00a8\u0192\u00e5\u00a8\u0192 | \u00e7\u00bc\u2013\u00ef\u00bc\u0161<\/p>\n

\u00e5\u00bf\u02dc\u00e4\u00ba\u2020\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u20ac\u017d\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6\u00e5\u00bc\u20ac\u00e5\u00a7\u2039
\n\u00e4\u00b9\u0178\u00e8\u00ae\u00b8\u00e5\u00b0\u00b1\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e5\u00af\u00b9\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e7\u00a7\u008d\u00e6\u201e\u0178\u00e8\u00a7\u2030
\n\u00e5\u00bf\u00bd\u00e7\u201e\u00b6\u00e9\u2014\u00b4\u00e5\u008f\u2018\u00e7\u017d\u00b0\u00e8\u2021\u00aa\u00e5\u00b7\u00b1
\n\u00e5\u00b7\u00b2\u00e6\u00b7\u00b1\u00e6\u00b7\u00b1\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e4\u00b8\u0160\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0 \u00e7\u0153\u0178\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u00be\u02c6\u00e7\u00ae\u20ac\u00e5\u008d\u2022<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u0153\u00b0\u00e6\u0161\u2014\u00e5\u00a4\u00a9\u00e9\u00bb\u2018\u00e9\u0192\u00bd\u00e5\u00b7\u00b2\u00e6\u2014\u00a0\u00e6\u2030\u20ac\u00e8\u00b0\u201c
\n\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e9\u009d\u017e\u00e9\u009d\u017e\u00e6\u2014\u00a0\u00e6\u00b3\u2022\u00e6\u0160\u2030\u00e6\u2039\u00a9 wooo
\n\u00e6\u00b2\u00a1\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e5\u0090\u017d\u00e6\u201a\u201d \u00e4\u00b8\u00ba\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e6\u2014\u00a5\u00e5\u00a4\u0153\u00e5\u017d\u00bb\u00e8\u00b7\u0178\u00e9\u0161\u008f
\n\u00e9\u201a\u00a3\u00e4\u00b8\u00aa\u00e7\u2013\u00af\u00e7\u2039\u201a\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e4\u00ba\u00ba\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u02c6\u2018 \u00e5\u2013\u201d\u00ef\u00bd\u017e<\/p>\n

I LOVE YOU \u00e6\u2014\u00a0\u00e6\u00b3\u2022\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0 BABY \u00e8\u00af\u00b4\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e4\u00b9\u0178\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e6\u02c6\u2018
\nI LOVE YOU \u00e6\u00b0\u00b8\u00e8\u00bf\u0153\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e6\u201e\u00bf\u00e6\u201e\u008f BABY \u00e5\u00a4\u00b1\u00e5\u017d\u00bb\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e5\u008f\u00af\u00e8\u0192\u00bd\u00e6\u203a\u00b4\u00e5\u00bf\u00ab\u00e4\u00b9\u0090
\n\u00e5\u008f\u00aa\u00e8\u00a6\u0081\u00e8\u0192\u00bd\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e8\u00b5\u00b7 \u00e5\u0081\u0161\u00e4\u00bb\u20ac\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6\u00e9\u0192\u00bd\u00e5\u008f\u00af\u00e4\u00bb\u00a5
\n\u00e8\u2122\u00bd\u00e7\u201e\u00b6\u00e4\u00b8\u2013\u00e7\u2022\u0152\u00e5\u008f\u02dc\u00e4\u00b8\u00aa\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e5\u0081\u0153
\n\u00e7\u201d\u00a8\u00e6\u0153\u20ac\u00e7\u0153\u0178\u00e8\u00af\u0161\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u00bf\u0192 \u00e8\u00ae\u00a9\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e5\u008f\u02dc\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e7\u00ae\u20ac\u00e5\u008d\u2022<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u0153\u00b0\u00e6\u0161\u2014\u00e5\u00a4\u00a9\u00e9\u00bb\u2018\u00e9\u0192\u00bd\u00e5\u00b7\u00b2\u00e6\u2014\u00a0\u00e6\u2030\u20ac\u00e8\u00b0\u201c
\n\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e9\u009d\u017e\u00e9\u009d\u017e\u00e6\u2014\u00a0\u00e6\u00b3\u2022\u00e6\u0160\u2030\u00e6\u2039\u00a9 wooo
\n\u00e6\u00b2\u00a1\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e5\u0090\u017d\u00e6\u201a\u201d \u00e4\u00b8\u00ba\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e6\u2014\u00a5\u00e5\u00a4\u0153\u00e5\u017d\u00bb\u00e8\u00b7\u0178\u00e9\u0161\u008f
\n\u00e9\u201a\u00a3\u00e4\u00b8\u00aa\u00e7\u2013\u00af\u00e7\u2039\u201a\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e4\u00ba\u00ba\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u02c6\u2018 \u00e5\u2013\u201d\u00ef\u00bd\u017e<\/p>\n

I LOVE YOU \u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e7\u203a\u00b4\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e8\u00bf\u2122\u00e9\u2021\u0152 \u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e7\u203a\u00b4\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0
\nI LOVE YOU(oh yes I do)
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\u00e5\u00a6\u201a\u00e6\u017e\u0153\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e8\u00bf\u02dc\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e4\u00ba\u203a\u00e5\u203a\u00b0\u00e6\u0192\u2018 Oh No \u00e8\u00af\u00b7\u00e8\u00b4\u00b4\u00e8\u2018\u2014\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u00bf\u0192\u00e5\u20ac\u00be\u00e5\u0090\u00ac
\n\u00e5\u0090\u00ac\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e8\u00af\u00b4\u00e8\u2018\u2014 \u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0 yes I do<\/p>\n

I LOVE YOU (oh yes I do) \u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e7\u203a\u00b4\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e8\u00bf\u2122\u00e9\u2021\u0152 \u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e7\u203a\u00b4\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e7\u02c6\u00b1\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0
\nI LOVE YOU
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I won’t give this song a miss for any kbox session, unless, I am not in the mood to.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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