Yes. It's raining. Just when I got my feet nicely under the bus stop shelter opposite Engin. <\/p>\n
The bus came. And the rain suddenly got heavier. Maybe, it's Nature's way of cleaning me? Or washing me away? <\/p>\n
Perhaps it's just both.<\/p>\n
Talking to that love sick guy again. I look at his msn replies, and I smiled to myself. Somehow, the emotions he had, I have been through them before. <\/p>\n
Anguish. Jealousy. Disappointed. Neglected. Low. And anything other relevent negative feelings.<\/p>\n
“…used one-word replies…” “…takes a long time…” “…ignore me…” “… log off …”<\/p>\n
Somehow, so familiar…<\/p>\n
That's why. Over all these years (how many years actually? half a decade? Or more?), I have learnt to accept things. I have learnt to look at things from another viewpoint. Ofcourse, there are things that I have not learnt yet.<\/p>\n
I am continuously in the learning phase. I am always trying to adapt, instead of people adapting to me. I learn to make sacrifices. I learn to understand. I learn to communicate better. <\/p>\n
And I am not really expecting anything in return. That's the way I do things.<\/p>\n
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I learn to be contented. I learn to be forgiving. I believe that there are more things to learn, and some things just cannot be learnt on my own.<\/p>\n
Regarding this love sick guy, I can only help that much. I can only tell him my way. He can think of other ways, I am sure of that.<\/p>\n
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Rain does affect my thinking…<\/p>\n
Went for lectures and tutorials as usual. Nothing much today. For the 2010 quiz, the tutor decided to stun us by setting a quiz question instead of just telling us to do one of the tutorial questions. Wahaha… so fun… but I wondered if my argument was correct? Hmm… For 2006, the class got even smaller! 2009 was ok overall. Then we had lunch… Tried Ten Don. Erm… not that good, but still edible. <\/p>\n
I think I should cut down on costs for lunch. Why eat so ex??! Lol…<\/p>\n
Went up to the PC cluster to program Matlab into 2 girls' brain. It was quite successful, I hope. Went for SS tutorial at 4. I tried to speak, but before I open my mouth, people had already said something!!! Ahh!!! See? I know how to answer, but I got no chance to do so!!! So shitty!<\/p>\n
Yeah yeah… positive feedback… wahahahaa<\/p>\n
Talked to Kevin for a while after the tutorial, which ended at 5, 1 hour earlier! Nothing much, as actually, I had no other question to ask him except for the way to tackle a particular question. And so, after talking a while, I left… hahaha… <\/p>\n
Went back to EA 7th floor. There, someone decided to become a sportswoman by doing sit-ups, dips, and push-ups! Lol.. I also join in lor… want to siao must siao together 1… Lol<\/p>\n
At around 8.30pm, I went over to 5th floor, where the Couple was stoning. After stoning for a while, talking crap more than doing things, we all left. Or rather, I left NUS, and I walked down the bridge, and a powerful lightning flashed across right in front of my sight… Suddenly very bright…<\/p>\n
I was all wet from the rain, even when I was armed with an umbrella! The rain was so heavy! But it's shiok. I have not used the umbrella for a long time. At least I get to test it once in a blue moon. Ate Sambal ??? for dinner! Bought it at JE. Yummy!!! Ahahaha…<\/p>\n
Tired… I think I will sleep soon… *yawns*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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