{"id":4084,"date":"2005-08-25T21:26:35","date_gmt":"2005-08-25T13:26:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?729"},"modified":"2005-08-25T21:26:35","modified_gmt":"2005-08-25T13:26:35","slug":"i-am-still-alive-%e8%8a%b1%e4%b8%8e%e5%89%91","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=4084","title":{"rendered":"I Am Still Alive… ???"},"content":{"rendered":"

Oh well, just happen to read about this, so, it will be a belated birthday greeting? lol<\/p>\n

Happy birthday to ???, aka ??? of <<?????>>. Born 25 August 1987. Why some place put 1987, some say 1986? Hmm… And she has a fan site! http:\/\/www.liuyifei.org\/<\/a>. Info is here: http:\/\/www.liuyifei.org\/Article\/Class1\/200504\/18.html<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Hmm…<\/p>\n

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Yes, fell asleep for 10 minutes while reading on signals. At least I can wake up and feeling quite awake still. <\/p>\n

It's Friday. I have nothing in my mind. I just don't want to put anything in, to avoid disappointment. <\/p>\n

But then, nothing means disappointment too…<\/p>\n

So what do I want? I don't know. Maybe, I want nothing at all…<\/p>\n

Or, I am waiting for something. Or, I am stupid.<\/p>\n

I think it's more of the latter. <\/p>\n

Oh well. <\/p>\n

Stupid me.<\/p>\n

Don't care much nowadays. More care ==> more disappointment. <\/p>\n

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I think, I know now. I know where I am. I know what I am. <\/p>\n

See the lyrics? A quite sad song, as “????????”. It just happens to fall into the “what one wants, one does not get” category… <\/p>\n

Oh well, I think I should just off everything and go to sleep. Nothing's going to happen.<\/p>\n

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