{"id":3955,"date":"2005-04-20T21:23:32","date_gmt":"2005-04-20T13:23:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?599"},"modified":"2005-04-20T21:23:32","modified_gmt":"2005-04-20T13:23:32","slug":"3955","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3955","title":{"rendered":"&#8212;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#039;t usually blog twice within 12 hours&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>But I am very disturbed with something. Very.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, I just feel that, I am a loser. Loser in everything. And I am continuing with it.<\/p>\n<p>People say, yeah, admit defeat when you lose out to something more superior, and learn from mistakes. But how, you tell me, when the race haven&#039;t even start officially?<\/p>\n<p>What can I do to turn the table? No answer.<\/p>\n<p>If only I had a basketball with me now&#8230; I can take a break. But, no basketball has dropped from the sky this year also&#8230; And I am losing out in basketball also! I am losing out in terms of fitness too! I am turning into.. whatever!<\/p>\n<p>My mind told me not to give up on anything, as the Belief is still strong, but, the Disbelief is taking over. And fast&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who says guys cannot scream?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#039;t usually blog twice within 12 hours&#8230;. But I am very disturbed with something. Very. Sometimes, I just feel that, I am a loser. Loser in everything. And I am continuing with it. People say, yeah, admit defeat when &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3955\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3955"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3955"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3955\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3955"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3955"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3955"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}