Rain never fails to make me happy… strange guy…<\/p>\n
But then, I will feel a bit sad when the rain stops…<\/p>\n
Why…<\/p>\n
I don't know…<\/p>\n
But then, it rained! Yeah! For the past 3 days, it has been rain bits here and there. Today's afternoon rain was slightly better than yesterday's! Well… it's coming back! <\/p>\n
I want rain, but I don't want rain… how ironic..<\/p>\n
[added on at 11.10pm]
Why this feeling? Maybe it's because of some BGR stuff.<\/p>\n
Not mine ok.<\/p>\n
Guy Z has been together with girl S for 3.5 years. For the past few months, S has not been treating Z well, and Z felt lost and insecure. Z complained that he's the one who's always taking the initiative to do things, and that she did nothing, and only said she did not know what to do. Z is very frustrated with that, and kept asking S questions that seek reassurace, but he did not get his answer. He claimed that she got a very good guy 'buddy' which he thought otherwise…<\/p>\n
Finally, they decided to give themselves a break of a couple of months. A break to think things over. A break to calm down.<\/p>\n
I see little light… <\/p>\n
3.5 years… you know what that means? 3.5 years, and that's what he got back… 3.5 years… <\/p>\n
I know that he doesn't want this to happen. But… that's the outcome…<\/p>\n
Why? Why wait till now? Don't tell me the word's 'procrastinating'…<\/p>\n
3.5 years. Lots of things can happen in this time frame…<\/p>\n
Why again? Why not just be truthful? Why not just talk things over, one by one, and see where's the problem?<\/p>\n
If it's impossible, why not just say it? Why waste people's time, and let him wait, and in the meantime, find reasons to avoid him? <\/p>\n
Sometimes, it's better to kill the heart with one arrow, than to let the heart suffer to its death… A dead heart feels little pain, but an injured heart has to endure the pain till it dies…<\/p>\n
Sad…<\/p>\n
Well… I don't have much position to say these things. I am not a pro. I am not given any chances to become one…<\/p>\n
Can anyone just shoot me with an arrow and let my heart die or what…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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