Was singing this song just now. It’s just so full of meanings, and it somehow reflects my thoughts sometimes…<\/p>\n
It’s the same for IRC, ICQ, and MSN. Who knows if the other party is laughing or crying? Who knows, he\/she might be planning a great story to fool you. Who knows, he\/she might be just out there, trying to get your attention. Who knows, he\/she might be irritated by you.<\/p>\n
And on the other side. Who knows, you might be hurt or tickled by something said. Who knows, you might be believing in or adding on to the story. Who knows, you might give your attention or simply ignore and reply as and when you like it. Who knows, you might also be irritated by his\/her attitude towards you.<\/p>\n
Sometimes, helpfulness can lead to total disaster. Being too helpful is not good. Bring not helpful is worse. Which side do you want to be? Choose 1. You want people to die, either themselves or with you, or you want people to survive and letting you die instead?<\/p>\n
If you choose the former, will it make you feel better if everyone dies together, so that you will have company? Or are you ready to let them fall and you hop on happily to the next stage? Are you ready to be selfish?<\/p>\n
If you choose the latter, will people ever appreciate it? Or are you willing to be sacrificed without any gratitude from people? Let people forget about you, and come back to you only when they have problems?<\/p>\n
Sometimes, people just have difficulty in listening. They just can’t decipher what you are trying to bring across to them. Some might get the wrong message. Some? You can label them as totally deaf… No matter what you use, even a loud speaker, they still cannot hear anything…<\/p>\n
Or even better. They are pretending that they heard nothing… Running away…<\/p>\n
\u00e5\u0090\u00ac\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0<\/p>\n
\u00e8\u00af\u008d\u00e6\u203a\u00b2\u00ef\u00bc\u0161\u00e9\u02dc\u00bf\u00e4\u00bf\u00a1(\u00e4\u00ba\u201d\u00e6\u0153\u02c6\u00e5\u00a4\u00a9)<\/p>\n
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\n\u00e6\u0192\u00b3 \u00e5\u0090\u00ac\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0 \u00e9\u201a\u00a3\u00e8\u00be\u00b9\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e7\u00a9\u00ba\u00e6\u00b0\u201d \u00e6\u0153\u2030 \u00e4\u00bb\u20ac\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6 \u00e7\u00b2\u00be\u00e9\u2021\u2021\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e8\u00af\u009d\u00e9\u00a2\u02dc
\n\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e8\u00bf\u02dc\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u00b8\u00a9\u00e6\u0178\u201d \u00e7\u00bb\u2122\u00e6\u02c6\u2018 \u00e5\u00a9\u2030\u00e8\u00bd\u00ac \u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e8\u00b7\u009d\u00e7\u00a6\u00bb<\/p>\n
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\n\u00e4\u00b8\u2013\u00e7\u2022\u0152\u00e8\u2039\u00a5\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e9\u201a\u00a3\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6\u00e5\u00a4\u00a7 \u00e4\u00b8\u00ba\u00e4\u00bd\u2022\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e8\u00a6\u0081\u00e5\u00bf\u02dc\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e6\u2014\u00a0\u00e5\u00a4\u201e\u00e9\u20ac\u0192
\n\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u00a3\u00b0\u00e9\u0178\u00b3\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e7\u00ac\u2018 \u00e6\u00b3\u00aa\u00e5\u0153\u00a8\u00e9\u00a3\u2122 \u00e7\u201d\u00b5\u00e8\u00af\u009d\u00e9\u201a\u00a3\u00e5\u00a4\u00b4\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e5\u008f\u00af\u00e7\u0178\u00a5\u00e9\u0081\u201c
\n\u00e4\u00b8\u2013\u00e7\u2022\u0152\u00e8\u2039\u00a5\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e9\u201a\u00a3\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6\u00e5\u00b0\u008f \u00e4\u00b8\u00ba\u00e4\u00bd\u2022\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e7\u0153\u0178\u00e5\u00bf\u0192 \u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e5\u0090\u00ac\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0?<\/p>\n
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\n\u00e9\u20ac\u008f\u00e6\u02dc\u017d\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u008f\u00b9\u00e6\u0081\u00af \u00e6\u0153\u20ac\u00e5\u0090\u017d \u00e8\u00bf\u02dc\u00e6\u02dc\u00af \u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e7\u00a7\u02dc\u00e5\u00af\u2020
\n(#)<\/p>\n
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\n\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e5\u0081\u0161\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0 \u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e5\u0081\u0161\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0
\n(#)<\/p>\n
KBox just now. Feeling’s not right. No enthusiasm to sing. No motivation. Maybe head’s full of nonsense thoughts. I blame it on the lightings. It was not. It was something else. I might look happy, but my thoughts might be somewhere else… Just don’t feel right singing just now… quite wasted…<\/p>\n
Just realised from Victor, that I did not have any links to past entries! Isn’t that great… I will settle that later in the day. I am too tired to do anything else now. And no mood too.<\/p>\n
If I ever display my mood for this entry again, let me tell you. That’s just routine smilies…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Was singing this song just now. It’s just so full of meanings, and it somehow reflects my thoughts sometimes… It’s the same for IRC, ICQ, and MSN. Who knows if the other party is laughing or crying? Who knows, he\/she … Continue reading