Clear screen. CLS. Dos command. Learnt during Sec 1, in a computing class. <\/p>\n
Wished that I can also run this command in my system. CLS. Forget everything. Start from origin. Erase all traces, all histories, all experiences. Revert to the past.<\/p>\n
Wished that I had not done a project using HTML in sec 2. Wished that I had not had my SingNet account in sec 3. Wished that I had not gone into IRC on a Saturday afternoon that year<\/em>. Wished I had not started on my webpage. Wished that I had not signed up for a ICQ account. Wished I have not learnt HTML, JavaScript, ASP, and PHP. Wished I had not registered the domain apptika.net a few years ago. Wished I had not registered Commonwealthian.Net<\/em>. Wished I had not used EnchantedLove.Net as my main webpage and contact email. Wished I had not upgraded my computer during NS. Wished I had not brought the electronic keyboard. Wished I had not ….<\/em><\/p>\n So what's the point of saying so much? They have all happened<\/em>. CLS don't work in real life. <\/p>\n No, I can't hate. I can't bring myself to. I may be angry with a person for 1 day, but I can't maintain my anger for more than 48 hours (so far)… I've been called 'Roger Rabbit', 'Teacher's Pet' in primary school. I've ever lost a few hundred dollars. I've even allowed someone to steal my 2-week-old handphone at night in camp, without me finding out whoever that person was. <\/p>\n So what? I cannot be angry all the time. I cannot be angry with myself too. I am just trying to be myself, and while being myself, I choose to believe in everyone. Yes, sometimes, people will tend to disappoint me, but what can I do? <\/p>\n Forgive them, since CLS don't work in real life… <\/p>\n You can pile things up, but deep inside, you know that particular thing is still there. Invisible, yet visible… not displayed, but stored vividly in memory…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Clear screen. CLS. Dos command. Learnt during Sec 1, in a computing class. Wished that I can also run this command in my system. CLS. Forget everything. Start from origin. Erase all traces, all histories, all experiences. Revert to the … Continue reading