Will my hair turn brown tomorrow?<\/p>\n
I've said before that unless something disturbs or upsets me too much, I won't have my hair dyed. Looks like I've fulfilled that requirement. Something just fail to cheer me up, although my smooth work on ELove is driving me to heaven…<\/p>\n
Guess I shall take it as a form of upgrading…<\/p>\n
Smoky Fire…<\/p>\n
To myself…<\/p>\n
Wake me up inside…<\/strong> Call my name and save me from the dark…<\/strong> Bid my blood to run before i come undone…<\/strong> Save me from the nothing i've become…<\/strong> Survive, or begone… There's no one else who can help you make changes except yourself. Who cares anyway. No one does.<\/em> And I have not been proven wrong so far.<\/p>\n Can someone care to prove me wrong? Anyone?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Will my hair turn brown tomorrow? I've said before that unless something disturbs or upsets me too much, I won't have my hair dyed. Looks like I've fulfilled that requirement. Something just fail to cheer me up, although my smooth … Continue reading
Come on! Open your eyes, look at the world, it's seems to be round, yet it isn't. You think things are fine, but they are not. You wait, and there goes your chance. Can you afford to wait a lifetime for one thing, or you go clarify your doubts and move on?<\/p>\n
People think they know me. No they do not. So far, there isn't anyone who really knows me. What they see is only me, physically. Knowing my name's nothing. Knowing my name doesn't really mean I am under protection. The dark? Anything I choose to label as 'dark'…<\/p>\n
Am I still alive? Doesn't feel like it. Can someone put some life into me? Life? I don't think I have any. Never.<\/em><\/p>\n
I have always been 'nothing'. I do exist, and I don't. I survived, but actually not. What am I?<\/em> Yeah, perhaps, I really am 'nothing'… Null, nil, blank, void.<\/p>\n