{"id":3589,"date":"2004-05-18T08:34:42","date_gmt":"2004-05-18T00:34:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?226"},"modified":"2004-05-18T08:34:42","modified_gmt":"2004-05-18T00:34:42","slug":"rain-to-wash-away-everything","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3589","title":{"rendered":"Rain To Wash Away Everything&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>No, ELove not up yet. Today&#039;s the third day!<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, it started raining just now. It&#039;s just like my mood, a sudden change. I do not know why.<\/p>\n<p>It&#039;s now cool, for the time being. The sun will be out later, drying up all the wetness, providing warmth, providing rays of hope. That&#039;s what I need now.<\/p>\n<p>Borrowed a book yesterday. No one will actually believe that I borrowed this book! Macroeconomics is the title. I had dropped Econs during J1, but why, of all books, did I choose to bring that book home? Will start looking through once I have the mood to do so.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#039;t actually like the library at JP. Most of the time, I cannot find the books or references that I wanted. This is so unlike Woodlands, where I can always find some books that interest me. Perhaps &#039;regional&#039;, being bigger, will have a wider range of books&#8230; Still waiting for Jurong Regional Library to open on 5th June!<\/p>\n<p>I don&#039;t have the mood to do anything much today. I actually decided to go back to bed when my alarm rang this morning! Something&#039;s wrong. Even when talking to people, I don&#039;t feel right. Something&#039;s wrong somewhere&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hopefully the rain did wash away some remorsefulness&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><font class=\"archive_title\">So Free&#8230;<\/font><\/p>\n<p>Written on Tuesday, 18th May, 2004, at 08:34pm.<br \/>Location: Home. Weather: Warm. Mood: -_-<\/p>\n<p>Can&#039;t believe it. I am actually watching the ending of Daddy&#039;s Girl and Heartlanders on Channel 5! I am so free! Got to watch Incredible Tales later. I had missed quite a few episodes due to forgetfulness and timetable clashes. Interesting stories of the supernatural. It was this show that started out our &#039;Sessions&#039; at night, talking about those happenings&#8230; It&#039;s an interesting topic, as all of us are curious. Do they really exist? &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Went for a swim just now. The weather was so hot, even though there&#039;s an hour of rain in the morning. The water&#039;s warm, even in the wave pool! Can you imagine&#8230; Swam at least 10 laps. I had lost count, going laps after laps. I just want to forget everything, but it&#039;s difficult. Can someone just hit me on the head, so that I can lose some part of my memory due to amnesia? Haa touch wood&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow&#039;s FFI Day #2! Going back to camp late afternoon for my ORD medical checkup. All should go well. There&#039;s no reason for this to go wrong&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#039;t care when ELove&#039;s going to be up. I have given up hope for this week. This&#039;s just not my week. Not my provider&#039;s too. Not everyone else&#039;s&#8230; but things will recover, don&#039;t they? That&#039;s something I will choose to look forward to, instead of complaining this, complaining that, and nagging, and nagging, and nagging&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No, ELove not up yet. Today&#039;s the third day! Suddenly, it started raining just now. It&#039;s just like my mood, a sudden change. I do not know why. It&#039;s now cool, for the time being. 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