{"id":3576,"date":"2004-04-30T16:33:25","date_gmt":"2004-04-30T08:33:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?213"},"modified":"2004-04-30T16:33:25","modified_gmt":"2004-04-30T08:33:25","slug":"pondering","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3576","title":{"rendered":"Pondering&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I rarely use the mood I have chosen to use this time.<\/p>\n<p>Questions. Why there&#039;s no reply. Why I have to help out on Monday. Why I have to do guard today, when the rest are happily booking out. Answers. I have asked a stupid, irritating, useless question. I am too free, and they have to find some things for me to do. I am not that lucky.<\/p>\n<p>The first question&#039;s the one that bothered me the most. I knew nothing much had happened, but without a reply, I don&#039;t feel quite right. Something&#039;s wrong somewhere&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Another problem is that choosing of electrical engineering as my course. I wondered if I had made the correct choice? I have not send the letter yet&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Things are just in front of me sometimes, but I just get myself to jump across the hole that separates me from them&#8230; &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I rarely use the mood I have chosen to use this time. Questions. Why there&#039;s no reply. Why I have to help out on Monday. Why I have to do guard today, when the rest are happily booking out. Answers. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3576\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3576"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3576"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3576\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3576"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3576"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3576"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}