{"id":3547,"date":"2004-03-21T21:00:23","date_gmt":"2004-03-21T13:00:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?184"},"modified":"2009-10-04T20:04:40","modified_gmt":"2009-10-04T12:04:40","slug":"lost-for-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3547","title":{"rendered":"Lost For Words?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I do not know what to say. I do not know where should I start&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>What can I do? Carry on waiting? Maybe&#8230; Or perhaps I should just quit. But then, if I quit, this is just unlike me, unlike my usual style&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I am the determined type, but I like to wait for things&#8230; that&#8217;s me&#8230; wait and see&#8230;Maybe that&#8217;s why I like the words \u00e7\u00ad\u2030\u00e5\u00be\u2026 so much.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e8\u00bf\u2122\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e4\u00b8\u2013\u00e7\u2022\u0152\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e6\u0192\u00b3\u00e6\u20ac\u017d\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6\u00e5\u0081\u0161\u00e5\u00b0\u00b1\u00e6\u20ac\u017d\u00e4\u00b9\u02c6\u00e5\u0081\u0161\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e4\u00bd\u00a0\u00e5\u008f\u00af\u00e4\u00bb\u00a5\u00e9\u20ac\u2030\u00e6\u2039\u00a9\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e7\u0090\u2020\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e6\u02c6\u2013\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e9\u20ac\u2030\u00e6\u2039\u00a9\u00e4\u00b8\u017d\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e4\u00b8\u20ac\u00e8\u00b5\u00b7\u00e7\u00ad\u2030\u00e3\u20ac\u201a<\/p>\n<p>\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e6\u2014\u00b6\u00e5\u20ac\u2122\u00ef\u00bc\u0152 \u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e8\u00a7\u2030\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e7\u203a\u00ae\u00e6\u00a0\u2021\u00e5\u00bf\u00ab\u00e8\u00a6\u0081\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0\u00e8\u00be\u00be\u00ef\u00bc\u0152 \u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e6\u2014\u00b6\u00e5\u20ac\u2122\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e5\u008d\u00b4\u00e6\u201e\u0178\u00e8\u00a7\u2030\u00e5\u00ae\u0192\u00e7\u00a6\u00bb\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e5\u008d\u0081\u00e4\u00b8\u2021\u00e5\u2026\u00ab\u00e5\u008d\u0192\u00e9\u2021\u0152\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e4\u00b9\u0178\u00e8\u00ae\u00b8\u00e8\u00bf\u2122\u00e4\u00b9\u0178\u00e6\u02dc\u00af\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e9\u20ac\u00a0\u00e6\u02c6\u0090\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e5\u0090\u00a7\u00e3\u20ac\u201a \u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e9\u20ac\u2030\u00e6\u2039\u00a9\u00e7\u00ad\u2030\u00e5\u00be\u2026\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e6\u2014\u00b6\u00e5\u20ac\u2122\u00ef\u00bc\u0152 \u00e7\u00ad\u2030\u00e5\u02c6\u00b0\u00e4\u00ba\u2020\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e5\u008d\u00b4\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e6\u2021\u201a\u00e5\u00be\u2014\u00e7\u00b4\u00a7\u00e6\u008f\u00a1\u00e7\u009d\u20ac\u00e6\u2014\u00b6\u00e6\u0153\u00ba\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e5\u008d\u0192\u00e8\u00bd\u00bd\u00e9\u0161\u00be\u00e9\u20ac\u00a2\u00e7\u0161\u201e\u00e6\u0153\u00ba\u00e4\u00bc\u0161\u00e5\u00b0\u00b1\u00e8\u00bf\u2122\u00e6\u00a0\u00b7\u00e8\u00a2\u00ab\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e6\u00b6\u02c6\u00e7\u0081\u00ad\u00e3\u20ac\u201a<\/p>\n<p>\u00e5\u00a6\u201a\u00e6\u017e\u0153\u00e8\u00bf\u02dc\u00e6\u0153\u2030\u00e6\u0153\u00ba\u00e4\u00bc\u0161\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e6\u0192\u00b3\u00ef\u00bc\u0152\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e5\u2020\u008d\u00e4\u00b9\u0178\u00e4\u00b8\u008d\u00e6\u0192\u00b3\u00e9\u201d\u2122\u00e8\u00bf\u2021\u00e8\u2030\u00af\u00e6\u0153\u00ba\u00e4\u00ba\u2020\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e8\u00a6\u0081\u00e5\u00ad\u00a6\u00e4\u00bc\u0161\u00e4\u00ba\u2030\u00e5\u008f\u2013\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e6\u02c6\u2018\u00e8\u00a6\u0081\u00e5\u00bc\u20ac\u00e5\u00a7\u2039\u00e6\u2021\u201a\u00e4\u00ba\u2020\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e3\u20ac\u201a\u00e3\u20ac\u201a<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I do not know what to say. 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But then, if I quit, this is just unlike me, unlike &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3547\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3547"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3547"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3547\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5807,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3547\/revisions\/5807"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3547"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3547"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3547"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}