21 years ago, on this day, I was born.<\/p>\n
And today, much has changed. I am now 1.76m tall, with a weight of 84kg (overweight…). I have grown up. I understand and see things better and from a broader view. I dare not say that I have been through a lot, but, time really flies. It seems that I was only in kindergarten class last week. I have been through what the Singapore Government has placed for education, from PSLE to 'O' Levels and to 'A' Levels. I have been quite lucky to have passed those successfully. I landed myself in schools of my choice, and now, the future university that I want to further my studies. But still, what kind of person will I become ultimately?<\/p>\n
People and personalities change with surrounding stimuli. It's just a matter of adapting to the changes. I do not know the future. I do not know what will become of me… yet.<\/p>\n
Sometimes, there are things that I do not understand. How I hope that there will be a sibling, no matter older or younger, for me to share my problems. No, this hope is impossible. I can only share my problems with my friends. I can't with my parents. I don't think they will understand. It's too complicated sometimes. Maybe that's how I came up with this webpage's name last time. Chaos Blue: Inside may be very confusing, but looks calm on the outside, like water in a pond. You never know its depth and the little lifeforms in it until you go underneath it and take a closer look.<\/p>\n
To some people, a pond is just a pool of water. They just see, and then forget later. But do they know the amount of life in it and the amount of life it can sustain?<\/p>\n
Maybe, that's me. I do not understand myself too… Who am I? What am I? Strange thoughts on the day I was born…<\/p>\n
Went to Dragon Gate Restaurant for a mini celebration. We had ala-carte buffet. It was not as great as the last time at River City, but we had 2 more people joining in. I did not eat much. Not feeling too well, and remembering a little too well the past experience at River City.<\/p>\n
Currently having a headache. Feeling a little hot too. Oh no… Why? Is it I think and hope too much? Sometimes, setting one's expectation too high is not a very good idea. I mean the food. And I also mean some other things…<\/p>\n
21st Birthday, and it's just another normal day for me…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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