{"id":3499,"date":"2003-12-19T20:36:56","date_gmt":"2003-12-19T12:36:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?136"},"modified":"2003-12-19T20:36:56","modified_gmt":"2003-12-19T12:36:56","slug":"mixed-feelings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3499","title":{"rendered":"Mixed Feelings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Having some problems with myself today&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Happy, that I have lost some weight. Happy whenever a joke was cracked. Happy when I scored in the basketball game. Happy when I had finished the week&#039;s work.<\/p>\n<p>But these are all momentary happiness. I just feel that my mind is blocked by something. Something that is not too important now, yet cannot be ignored completely.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like a swallow that has just lost its sense of direction&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Is it something that I wanted to say, yet hesitate? Or is it something that&#039;s leaving me for quite some time? Or perhaps it&#039;s just something that I have forgotten to do? I do not know exactly which&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>My mind&#039;s blank. I don&#039;t seem to find the answer&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yes, not everyone will remember until something&#039;s gone&#8230; I guess I will know soon&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bye&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Having some problems with myself today&#8230; Happy, that I have lost some weight. Happy whenever a joke was cracked. Happy when I scored in the basketball game. Happy when I had finished the week&#039;s work. But these are all momentary &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3499\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3499"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3499"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3499\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3499"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3499"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3499"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}