{"id":3464,"date":"2003-10-09T21:19:21","date_gmt":"2003-10-09T13:19:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?101"},"modified":"2003-10-09T21:19:21","modified_gmt":"2003-10-09T13:19:21","slug":"the-truth-not-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3464","title":{"rendered":"The Truth? Not Now&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>No, I can&#039;t.<\/p>\n<p>I cannot tell the truth and express myself yet. Not now. The time is not right. Moreover, I admit that I am not the type that can take these things lightly, especially when they turn out the way I want.<\/p>\n<p>No, this is not about any crime or whatsoever. Don&#039;t misinterpret.<\/p>\n<p>I guess, I will just have to keep everything to myself. No, you can&#039;t get anything out of me yet&#8230; I am going to zip my mouth up. No talking. Not letting the cat out&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Thoughts are in chaos. Mind is blue&#8230;. I am lost.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, I know how to handle this. I&#039;ve been there before&#8230; This is somewhat the same scenario&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Survive I must. I can&#039;t let go now&#8230; Maybe I am just jealous, or perhaps I am too afraid&#8230; I don&#039;t know&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Shh&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No, I can&#039;t. I cannot tell the truth and express myself yet. Not now. The time is not right. Moreover, I admit that I am not the type that can take these things lightly, especially when they turn out the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/?p=3464\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3464"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3464"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3464\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/belief.hazelcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}