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2 nights ago, at some 11pm timing, I was playing my keyboard, and I came up with a tune. I thought it was nice. I was tired, and so I thought I would write it down the next day.
And yes, I have forgotten the melody. Just like that.
See, these are the same as chances. Chances fly you by. You fail to grab them, and that's it.
They might not return.
And also, these are the same as taking things for granted. You think that something that you are holding on will always be there, but things might not be what you hoped they will.
Uncertainties.
Sidetrack time.
Point 1
I ordered the NDP 08 coin. And my dad had actually collected them a few weeks ago. Yes, them.
I have decided to keep both of them. Like last year.
Point 2
While playing tennis yesterday, a monkey was seen walking along the fence, taking his (yeah should be) own sweet time climbing down, and then walking on the pavement towards the basketball court area.. Hmm…
Still, what's the melody?? Hmmmm…. *switch on keyboard*
Some things, when lost, you just have to go find them back. Some things, when lost, you just let them be. Some things, when lost, you don't even bother…
Hehehee… see how busy I can be. I only had time to blog now.
On Wednesday, I had planned to swim, but as 6pm crawled towards me, I got more tired, and decided not to go. Anyway, sean was asking me something about something, and so, I stayed in the office till 7pm. After that, I went to Causeway Point! Long time never go there already! Went up to Sportslink and got myself sneaker balls and new swimming trunks! Hahaha.. like… finally.
Thought of buying home the herbal soup, but decided against that idea as I thought that it would not be that nice after I reached home. Went into CD Rama and bought ??'s ????? and ???'s ????! Yay! First purchase of CDs after working!
Went down to Cold Storage to see if by any chance the duck rice stall was still open. No it was not. Too bad. And so, I went back to JE to buy my dinner instead. Hmm…
On Thursday, we went for $10 KTV after work! This was the second time, and a bigger group! Darren could really sing! And nice! His voice really had a bit of ???'s feel in it. One thing: he used a lot of sound production from the nose area (like ???…), which would have a lot of problem singing higher pitch… but that could be fixed easily. Ok… maybe when he comes back from US, we can sell him to Project Superstar or what…
On Friday, it was a relaxed day! I went… no where, as I have no where else to go. Yeah. I "enjoyed" waiting for the bus after I bought my dinner. I waited from 7.40pm till 8.10pm. I thought the bus drivers all went to see the Bejing Olympics Opening Ceremony…
On Saturday, it's another Sentosa Day!!!! Yeah! Volleyball! Lol.. but my soles got burnt by the stupid hot sand. I do not know why, but my soles are very easily burnt. Zzzz pain. Saw chio babes here and there.. Hmm..
I really need to drag some girls to go play volleyball with us next time… anyone, please volunteer yourselves…
After that, we saw Rosalind and Darren Tan (both CSS people) at Vivo KFC! Ooo.. long time no see… crapped a bit, and then went home to watch NDP.
On Sunday (which happened to be TODAY), it's Tennis Day! After every tennis session, I like my tennis racket more. Lol. Same thing, while resting, I was thinking which girl can I jio to play tennis. I asked charlene, but she cannot play on sundays. Another girl had to be jio-ed by some guy before she will appear.
Cham. I had limited volleyball girls and tennis girls. Lol…
Ate Mac, and got the last glass! Yay… end of collection. Hehehe….
And end of week, and the start of a new weekday tomorrow. Hehehe… Hmmm… hope it will be interesting enough… no more darren in the office already. Aw…
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Ok, update on weekend.
Saturday. Slacked at home for the whole day, and went out at 4.30pm to Bugis. Met at 6pm, but as usual, no one was on time. Ok, not fair to say that. CQ could be considered on time. The rest were all late.
People that day: Joan and her Korean friend, name should be han sol. Fen and marie and des and wm and dd and ben and CQ and me.
Eat lor. Crap lor. I was just concentrating on all varieties of mushrooms…
Then we went over for dessert at ?????. Yes that's the shop's name. Quite ok la. Hashima
And then after that we went for pool.
And then after that, they went for taohuey. Me and ben went off.
The end.
Sunday was a great day with great sunshine. Very suitable for tennis, what else. Lol…
I am loving my new racket more and more! And of course I still love my old racket! Both rule!
And that chris went to string NATURAL GUT on his racket…. diaoz… and let me into some advantage to lose to him 3-6 while he was trying to fine-tune his serve.
RQiS 1 Tour rox. nPro Open rox. Lol…
Ok I am mad about tennis.
Today, I did a fine-tune on my serve, and I think the outcome was not bad! Hmmm… Need more sessions to fine-tune it even more! Until perfect ace!
Yay.
Ok sleep time. Tomorrow is not an off day.
Sometimes, when going to outings, I will think, what is my purpose for going?
Who am I when I am there? Am I of existance?
Maybe. Maybe not.
There's not much common things to talk.
It's sometimes more like a gathering, where I will feel out of place.
And when I feel out of place, I will be damn bored. I will be damn stone.
But who cares. No one will bother.
Everyone is in some conversation. There are multiple conversations going on. Which one can be cut in? Which 1 cannot?
And also. Some conversations are secretive. And that will make me feel even more left out of the loop. People not telling you things, and yet, happily laughing away.
And what can I do? Act as if I know, and laugh along? Act blur? Act bo-chup?
Simply put, I hate this kind of feeling. But I try to suppress all these hatred. Swallow them in, and try to look for openings.
It's not easy.
Like it always happens.
And now, I shall abandon SNMP when I am about to completely understand the functions and whatevers of winSNMP. Initial aim was to finish writing out my own class, and making things very transparent to users, but then, due to a change of direction, that will not happen.
At least not by me. Heh.
How sian can it be, to be doing something that you try to put 100% or more into, and then abandoning it.
But then, whatever. Moving on to (hopefully) more fun things.
Yeah, today, we went to experience island life! Sentosa volleyball siao!
People present: me, zx, rf, edric, alvin, patrick, zhenzong.
Shiok la…
And 1 unexpected sighting: grace lau a.k.a. tong! Lol… She's there with her that number 1 OG… Hahahah… shared the court with them lor…
And another expected sighting but never came over to challenge us: yinghao's gang.
Hehehe… fun la.. overall. We improved lots since last time, that's for sure. When the amount of time spent chasing crazy loose balls got much less, you can say there's huge improvement.
Yeah, maybe we all should get the islander card instead… Hmm…
Actually, I can hit better when my stupid back is not giving me problems, and my stupid leg does not suffer from any cuts. I can fly. Lol. But sometimes, such unfortunate things do happen from time to time. But not today. Lol. Today is good.
Anyone interested to join us for volleyball, do tell me ok. Girls who are not afraid of getting tanned and wanted to play volleyball are welcomed. Lol…
Played tennis on Saturday with chris, zhixuan, and huahui. Fun also. Lol. Still trying to get much more used to that beloved RQiS 1 Tour. Now hitting better with it. Lol. The moment I changed racket back to the nPro Open, I can feel the big difference in weight. The Yonnex racket is much heavier. Heh heh…
But fun la. I like both rackets. Lol…
Ok SNMP…. SNMP… SNMP…
On Saturday, it's shopping day! I met yinghao and chris at 12pm, at queensway shopping centre. And I bought that RQiS 1 Tour SP. Hehehe…. And then, it's tennis time!!!!
It's a very nice racket! Hahaha…
And then, I met my mum at JE to buy dinner and to find that E51. Ooo.. nice phone. Lol…
And on Sunday, it's bball afternoon! CJHO came! Heh… I played a bit only. And then, went home lor.
And then it's Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday…
On Wednesday, I met xinli for an evening swim! Shiok ar… and then went for dinner at Mayim. The noodles tasted like hokkien mee to me. But overall still edible. And the waitresses could not wait to close shop. All the china people. Diaoz. Kept on standing near us, as if we would steal away their utensils or what…
Service fail, of course.
Heh… sleep time!!!
2 photos taken on Sunday at UCC! Lol… Hmmm.. the second 1 is my current wallpaper on my laptop…
